so called friends ...........

I always thot frnds wr sumone whom u told everything bout urself.With whom u shared every little detail of ur lyf however small n unimportant.So wat will u do wen dis so called frnd tell your secrets to eveyone.....do trusting a frnd is of no use.....
Well i dunno whr m goin wrng.weder other ppl hv diff definition of frndship.May be ppl are not trustworthy to tell them nything.But den why be my frnd.get lost i dont need ur fake frndship.I'll be widout frnds rather than having one who doesnt cares enough to tell my secrets to others.I dont want frnds with him i cant share my thougts as they will tell those to someone else. I dont need u guys.
I wud better be alone than be wid u.
I still dont understand how can sumbody be so insensitive or is it just the thinking ki "why d hell m telling these to someone else how does it even matter if she knws or nt."but it really hurts when u know someone has done that
I dont knw whr m wrng in picking up frnds.Are frnds lyk dis only???
M so angry ryt nw actually nt angry may be sad...n ya m crying too..n its nt coz she is publising my life but its coz the thinking behind it.the feeling of being nothing to someone wen they means so much.I dont want to give so much imp to sumone to whom i dont even exist.
I guess dat wt frnds r fr to make u feel depressed but wait a min i thot dey wr fr d opppsite thing i.e.to cheer u up wen u r sad.
OH! I see nw whr m wrng.I guess i read all d wrng books heard all d wrng stories n knw xactly a diff meaning of frnship.I guess sumone told me dat earlier.
But nw dat i knw wt real frnship is i dont want it.
I want to be alone.....................
just leave me alone in my imginary world whr frndship means wt i think it means.......